18 in a week :-)

WOW

Can u see how great that sounds to me? :-)

The 1st biggest milestone of my life..18..all grown up...how i went frm being a 1 yr old frever sleeping brat to a 18 yr old girl whos about to pass out frm school..dnt ask me..

i dont noe myself...i remember being 5 and running around wid a red bucket in my head announcing to every body that im turning 6 in a week...il do the same this tym...minus the bucket :)

remember the joy of gtng a lil lab for my 6th birthday n telling tithi n my brother that the dog is my very own baby.....

remember riding a cycle for the 1st tym n crying my eyes out wen i fell

i remember looking at my baby sister for the 1 st tym wen i was 9...i stil remember the smile she gave me...it touched my heart...no matter how much we beat up each other now :-)

i remember dancing in the rain....every droplet making me even happier than before...

i remember not crying when my grand father died when i was 13...i thot that was the ryt thing to do...i remember the agony of seeing my dog dieing last year...i cudnt stop myself then...i cried...

cried my eyes out...cried my heart out..

n thn suddenly didnt hav any tears left.

n i remember gtng a lil puppy a few months back...looking at him...i realised ...things werent so bad...i had in a way got my old dog bak:-)

All in all....

im turning 18 :-)

moving on wid many things.....entering a new life all 2gther....

and wat i noe for sure is that no matter wt i come across in the future...il live thru it

n perhaps be this happy a week before turning 50 or smthing aswell :-)